Saturday, May 21, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Fourteen & Fifteen
Breakfast: Tea, tea and more tea both days.
Lunch: More tea. Day 14 -a egg salad sanwich on thin wheat bread. Day 15- tea.
Dinner: TEAS! Day 14- Soup. Day 15- Egg salad sanwich again.
I snaked in between the tea and the meals. I ate little things like three-four chocolate chips, wheat thins, and an occasional bagel thins with a slight smear of creamcheese. love cream cheese, anyone know if there is a lowfat/lowcal cream cheese substitute?
Lunch: More tea. Day 14 -a egg salad sanwich on thin wheat bread. Day 15- tea.
Dinner: TEAS! Day 14- Soup. Day 15- Egg salad sanwich again.
I snaked in between the tea and the meals. I ate little things like three-four chocolate chips, wheat thins, and an occasional bagel thins with a slight smear of creamcheese. love cream cheese, anyone know if there is a lowfat/lowcal cream cheese substitute?
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Random Babble
[begin rant]
I've always thought my eating habits were unusual. I used to be able to eat anything and a lot of it. But once I discovered caffiene, that changed everything. I started taking diet pills in highschool. I stole them from my mother. She was taking Lipozene; which I now believe is banned from sale within California. I would take them and miraculously my hunger pangs went away. At the time I wasnt taking them to lose weight, or to eat less. I was taking them to stop my stomach from growling. Now I know that I couldve just taken Tums or some other anti-acid but I was young. Once I left my first highschool I went to a adult edjucation center for teens and young adults where I continued on and off with taking OTC diet supplements. Be it drinks, mixes, teas, shakes, I liked it all. Because it wasnt a diet. I was just figuring out how to not eat because in my life, eating took way to much time and I had shit to get done. I dropped out of school on my 18th birthday, thank you freedom. And I began living on my own in various places. Boyfriends houses, friends houses...hell, I even stayed at people houses who dispised me and I them. It was a great time. I started using heavier drugs, like cocaine and meth- which, as most people know, slow down (if not completely oblitorate) the appettite. So I didnt need food, the taste if it was - nothing. It just tasted like different types of mush in my mouth. I couldnt add enough salt or sugar or anything to make food seem apeasing to my drug induced mind. My stomach began to shrink as my wasteline did. I continued doing cocaine and herion for two years. loving every minute except the one where I decided to quit them. I havent been able to eat the same since those two barged into my life. Now I just restrict calories, desperately wanting to control some sort of aspect of my life. God damn it.
[end rant//]
I've always thought my eating habits were unusual. I used to be able to eat anything and a lot of it. But once I discovered caffiene, that changed everything. I started taking diet pills in highschool. I stole them from my mother. She was taking Lipozene; which I now believe is banned from sale within California. I would take them and miraculously my hunger pangs went away. At the time I wasnt taking them to lose weight, or to eat less. I was taking them to stop my stomach from growling. Now I know that I couldve just taken Tums or some other anti-acid but I was young. Once I left my first highschool I went to a adult edjucation center for teens and young adults where I continued on and off with taking OTC diet supplements. Be it drinks, mixes, teas, shakes, I liked it all. Because it wasnt a diet. I was just figuring out how to not eat because in my life, eating took way to much time and I had shit to get done. I dropped out of school on my 18th birthday, thank you freedom. And I began living on my own in various places. Boyfriends houses, friends houses...hell, I even stayed at people houses who dispised me and I them. It was a great time. I started using heavier drugs, like cocaine and meth- which, as most people know, slow down (if not completely oblitorate) the appettite. So I didnt need food, the taste if it was - nothing. It just tasted like different types of mush in my mouth. I couldnt add enough salt or sugar or anything to make food seem apeasing to my drug induced mind. My stomach began to shrink as my wasteline did. I continued doing cocaine and herion for two years. loving every minute except the one where I decided to quit them. I havent been able to eat the same since those two barged into my life. Now I just restrict calories, desperately wanting to control some sort of aspect of my life. God damn it.
[end rant//]
Eleven, Twelve & 13
Lucky number thirteen, I once skipped school on a friday to go to Magic Mountain just because the date happened to be the thirteenth. Brilliant, I tell you.
Breakfast: Bonkers Tea. Sipped on throughout my entire day.
Lunch: On the 12th & 13th I had a bagel (thinly-sliced bagel) with lite cream cheese subsitute.
Dinner: Either soup or an egg salad sanwiche on the sandwich thins.
And of course wheat thins are thrown in there are a snack. Nom Nom.
Breakfast: Bonkers Tea. Sipped on throughout my entire day.
Lunch: On the 12th & 13th I had a bagel (thinly-sliced bagel) with lite cream cheese subsitute.
Dinner: Either soup or an egg salad sanwiche on the sandwich thins.
And of course wheat thins are thrown in there are a snack. Nom Nom.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Eight, Nine & Ten
Breakfast for six seven eight: Bonkers Tea.
(On the seventh day I had a yummy hard-boiled egg with my tea.)
Lunch: More tea. Maybe a sandwiche.
Dinner: On day six - soup, half a cup. On day seven - bowl of ramen. On day eight, I had a sandwich.
I dont even know what today is damn it.
(On the seventh day I had a yummy hard-boiled egg with my tea.)
Lunch: More tea. Maybe a sandwiche.
Dinner: On day six - soup, half a cup. On day seven - bowl of ramen. On day eight, I had a sandwich.
I dont even know what today is damn it.
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